If God gave me heart surgery,

  He would see that I couldn't give less of a crap about what you're wearing and care more about what you're saying, He would see that I would rather be out of the toxic bubble that I live in and actually see the world. He would see that I care more about the ones I love than anything else. He would see that I would rather work with my hands than my brain. He would see that I love gods creations, He would see the way I feel for those that sit alone at lunch, he would see why I don't go and say hi to them, he would see why I feel that it would hurt them even more, He would see that  i DO FEEL, He would see why I refuse to show it, He would see why I'm afraid to say it, He would see why I love the way I do, He would see my reasons for not wanting to love, He would see my fears, He would see why i can't, He would see why i must, He would see when, He will see why i pray the way i do, he would see why hope the way i do, He would see.

    Nature

The only place you can be where the stresses of society don't scratch at your front door,
Where your problems seem to fade away as the sounds of birds seem to stream in,
A place that is constantly under attack by steel and dollar bills,
The place where you can be alone but not,
because Gods marks are everywhere you just have to see them
The only place that hasn't been polluted by the world,
The only place that is perfectly imperfect,
The trees don't have all the leaves,
The dirt has rocks and twigs in it,
The air smells like pine and mud,
The water isn't as clear as it could be,
The birds don't sing in sync,
it's far from perfect, but it's not supposed to be.
And thats why it is.